another hotel interview

i just had another interview at a hotel. the hotel was about 30 minutes away and last night i had wrote the time i needed to call my ride by on my calendar. i ACTUALLY got there with about 5 minutes to spare i think. so i didn't have the problem of being late for the interview again. the man interviewed me and i'm pretty sure i don't remember saying anything wrong or messing up but he did ask me how i got there for the interview and if i had reliable transportation because he asked me if i had a car, so i'm pretty sure that'd be another BIG reason why they won't hire me. maybe if i had the support to help advocate for me so that i CAN actually drive MYSELF- more jobs would consider me? I THINK SO. i've tried EVERYTHING within my ability to drive again BUT THIS STATE FEELS LIKE THEY CAN JUST TREAT ME HOWEVER THE FUCK THEY WANT BECAUSE I'M DISABLED- SO JUST MORE PUSH FOR THEM TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY NEED TO HAVE ASSISTANCE EVEN THOUGH IT'S BEEN OVER 23 FUCKING YEARS SINCE I DROVE INDEPENDENTLY. i took driving program after driving program, i took the driver's knowledge permit test and PASSED IT at least five times in my life. THANKS FOR NOTHING "CARING" FAMILY. YOU GUYS SUCK AND YOU'RE A BUNCH OF UNEMPATHETIC ASSES WHO JUST "CARE" WHEN IT'S FUCKING CONVENIENT FOR THEM. SORRY TO DISAPPOINT YOU DICKS- I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO COURAGE KENNY WHERE THEY JUST TOOK ADVANTAGE OF MY LACK OF SUPPORT AND NEVER REALLY HELPED ME GET BETTER OR HEALTHIER BECAUSE I WAS JUST A FUCKING LIABILITY TO THEM. IF YOUR STUPID ASSES WANT TO SEE SOMEONE GO TO COURAGE KENNY SO BAD- YOU GO THERE.. AFTER ALMOST DYING AND HAVING TO DEPEND ON A STUPID ELECTRIC WHEELCHAIR TO GET AROUND FOR AT LEAST 15 YEARS OF YOUR DAMN LIVES- OTHERWISE- STFU. I DON'T WANNA SEE ANY SORRY ASS ATTEMPTS AT "SUPPORT" BY "SUPPORTING" ME TO DO SHIT I ALREADY FUCKING MASTERED AT LEAST 15 YEARS AGO. I'M SORRY I DON'T WANNA DEPEND ON SOCIAL SECURITY AND MINDLESSLY SIT IN A FUCKING WHEELCHAIR MY WHOLE DAMN LIFE. IF YOU GUYS HAD A LITTLE EMPATHY- MAYBE YOU'D UNDERSTAND. HOWEVER- BEING EMPATHETIC REQUIRES INTELLIGENCE WHICH THEY OBVIOUSLY LACK. this state is just obsessed with making me as disabled as possible so they can get money outta me- which is why they told me that i couldn't drive anymore. it wasn't to HELP me. it was JUST so they could continue making money off my fucking disability. IF I GO BACK TO COURAGE KENNY- I PROMISE TO MAKE A SCENE SO BAD THAT THE POLICE WILL BE CALLED BECAUSE OF A MANIAC. YOUR CHOICE, DICKS! I'M IN HELL RIGHT NOW.. I MEAN MINNESOTA WITH A LACK OF SUPPORT AND A FUCKING TBI- SAME THING.